Monday, September 18, 2006

9/18/2006

Well, the team lost, but at least I had fun. I went to L.A. with the band to watch Nebraska at USC. The trip was fun, if a bit hectic due to air travel. We barely slept, hardly drank, and didn't even care. It was just fun to be there with 50 friends. I was impressed with how hard the players fought, but I thought it seemed like our coaching staff didn't want to win. We have the offensive capabilities and the plays in our playbook to have made a game out of it, but Callahan just kept trying to force the run. One of the most important qualities in a football coach is the ability and audacity to let your nutsack hang, and while I like Callahan, I think he lacks that. Another important quality for football coaches is the gift of gab, or at least swagger. In interviews I've seen, he just doesn't seem to be able to make an audience want what he wants. I wonder about his ability to light a fire under the team, although it is obvious that our players have fight in them.

I had fun, and we did manage to hold USC to 28 points, which may not happen again this year.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Facebook.

Everyone's complaining about the new setup on Facebook. I personally don't really care. The concern is that the news feed seems to invade your privacy. I don't think it's any worse than it already was. People you barely knew were already watching your every move in facebook, you just didn't think about it. Now it's slightly easier to monitor what everyone you're connected to is doing, but it's not like there's more information being given out.
My facebook concern right now is that I decided to put my blog on my "notes." Now pretty much anybody can read my blog. It's not that it wasn't public before, it's just that nobody read it. I felt more comfortable putting feelings and personal things on here because I knew that only a handful of people were reading it. Even if most of them don't read it on facebook, it's just so much more accesible, and I'm having trouble coming up with things I'm comfortable writing.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

WooHoo!

So I was kind of having a shitty day this morning. I guess it started last night, when I had to break and enter to get into my own house after Lindsey dropped me off here. I got sick this morning, I'm splitting the blame three ways - whatever illness I've been fighting, a little too much alcohol, and the fresh bug repellent that rubbed from my bedroom window onto my arm on my way in last night...I even had a red spot from it this morning. So, that, combined with being late for band and a few other slightly crappy things were making this day look like it'd turn out bad. But then Falcone posted the Away Pep Band trips! I get to go to USC, Oklahoma State, and Texas A&M. Because of the new system, I can't go on all the trips, so I'll miss K-State (oh no!) and that will break my streak of going to every game since about halfway through my sophomore year.

That's not all bad though, because it leaves me to host bone-b-q during the K-State game, and it gives some of the younger people a chance to go on a trip. I'm just so excited about how much fun this football season's gonna be that I can't be upset about the crappy beginnings of my day. Woohoo!

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Warm Fuzzy.

So I was gonna write a post yesterday about how much better I was feeling. I had a great weekend, I loosened up a little bit and started feeling better about everything. But before I had a chance to write a post, something happened.

Someone asked me to do something so awesome, I almost cried, and I don't think I've cried since...well, I don't even know. Jenn Harbison and Matt Kozisek, two of my close friends, are getting married, and I will have the outstanding honor of being Kozi's best man. I played a small part in their getting together about four years ago, so I guess you can call me Yenta.

When he told me they were getting married I was ecstatic, very happy that two of my closest friends could be the ones to make one another happy forever. But that was nothing compared to when he asked me to be his best man. My whole body got a rush of some kind of really awesome neurotransmitter. I felt like a tidal wave of emotion had just hit me and taken me under. I've experienced this feeling only a few other times, and it usually corresponds to my brother.

Sorry, this post is probably really poorly written, but I'm just too excited to care.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

And so it strikes again.

I know a lot of people probably think of me as that weird guy they know who's never phased by anything. Not always upbeat, but rarely pessimistic, sad, or angry. That's an accurate perception, but I do sometimes have short burst of sadness.

Whenever I'm single, there comes a brief time when I'm sort of depressed. Stupid things will get me down. Coincidental things like people not having time to come to the get-togethers and parties that I give them little notice on. Or just people like my good friend Jered Hofker who'll soon be wed to a wonderful woman named Aleksis (that's probably mispelled,) or my friends Amy Werner and Rob Salistean who just got engaged. Of course I'm glad for their pending and present happinesses, but I also can't help but think about how helplessly dismal my love life seems to be at times.

It's probably a mistake for me to write this down, but there are probably only three or four moderately sad entries in this blog, and that's probably why nobody reads it.

During these brief times of minor depression, I'm usually not sad or overly nitpickingly contemplative, but I just have a little less spark than usual. My more-than-adequate communications skills sort of tend to go unused - at least for a few days or a week - thus perpetuating the sadness. I still go out and have fun, but sometimes the fun is bittersweet, and other time the fun is more diversionary than hedonistic. Not that either of those words is universally good or bad, but I think most who know me know I'd typically rather have fun for fun's sake than have fun to avoid non-fun.

I'm sure I'll be back to my normal iron-skinned self quite soonly, I think what happens is that sometimes things get underneath the suit of armor, but they don't make it out. Perhaps singleness just opens up enough of a gash in my emotional chainmail to allow some negative energy to be released. If I still have any good karma left, it'll come save the day soon, I'm sure.

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Well, I've done it again.

I've gone and left my blog sit for several weeks, just like I always do. I've left out a whole bunch of lottery events, a break up, and probably some other things that are at least of moderate interest. In my defense, I've hardly had a day off since I last posted. I can come back later and write about the events, because writing about them during ribfest is probably a bad idea, since I'm slightly peeved for having even reminded myself of ribfest.

Rachel and I are no longer together. It had been coming for a long time, I think from both sides. We were fighting, we didn't agree on much, and my being on the road constantly was very bothersome to her. I'll probably be on the road for at least a few years after I graduate, so that conflict was worrisome to me. I also really hated fighting all the time, and the fact that we didn't agree about politics, the future, or money made it hard to avoid frequent fighting. I stand by my decision to end our relationship, despite the fact that I still had feelings for Rachel.

I do not stand by the drunken and Bobby-influenced state and manner in which I broke up with her, but I cannot go back to last week and change it.

--Scott

Monday, June 26, 2006

NebraskaLand Days - North Platte, NE

NebraskaLand Days is a two week celebration in North Platte, NE - a large town between the North and South Platte rivers. NebraskaLand Days is essentially North Platte's version of (insert town's name here) Days. It is actually a really cool festival, even if Nebraska Lottery's part in it is somewhat lame. NebraskaLand Days includes a Rodeo, a carnival, some big-name country concerts, and lots of sales and promotions, etc. A town of about 25,000 people, North Platte has plenty of restaurants and hotels, etc.

On the way out to North Platte, I called the parents of a friend to see if she'd be around, but she wasn't...I lost her phone number in my most recent cell phone fiasco. By chance, I ended up hanging out with some old classmates of hers.

For the Lottery, NebraskaLand Days was split up into two 1-week events, both of which I was part of. For the first week, everyone worked some of the events. Mana, Klink, and Amanda worked from Tuesday to Thursday. Angie, Benson, and myself worked Thursday through Saturday. JeraLee and Mike worked the whole time. On the second week, Gina, Amanda, myself, and Mike worked Thursday through Saturday while the others covered another event in Omaha.

Instead of setting up on the fairgrounds where the Rodeo, Carnival, and Concerts take place, we used our time in North Platte to do favors for our big reatailers in North Platte. Some of those retailers were gas stations and convenience stores, others were Liquor stores.

It was nice that we got to meet and accomodate some of our retailers. That's about all I can say for the format of this event. Moving the trailer twice a day is a royal pain in the ass. Trying to get a good satellite feed from two different places each day is like trying to win Powerball...it's a nice dream but you can't exactly count on it. Some of our retailers were very nice to us, helpful, and even generous. Other retailers worry about our big trailer taking up their precious parking while we bring them large numbers of customers for three hours. One retailer in the first week even tried to use old and invalid reciepts to claim premiums. Premiums they'd have been given for free if they'd been nice.

BG had some major problems Stayin' Alive. On the way home, the Big Green Van had a blowout on the right rear, which just so happens to be the tire next to the tailpipe. The blown-out tire pinched off the exhuast pipe, causing us to leave it in Gothenburg until week two. The problem turned out to be minor, but it's better to be safe than sorry. Now everyone's afraid to drive BG, and I suppose rightfully so. I belive the drivers plan to put out a driving strike until the van is fitted with new tires.

Despite frequent set-ups, disagreeable retailers, and vehicular strife, I really had a great time in North Platte. The off-the-clock festivities were a great time night after night, and there are many fun stories to tell.

On the first night I was there, Thursday the 15th, everyone was still there, so we all went out together - except Mike and Amanda, who are officially humbugs (not really.) We started our night at the Quality Inn and Suites - a fantastic hotel, if you're ever in NP, by the way - Almost everyone was essentially wasted by 9:00. JeraLee was the worst off, having consumed half a bottle of Bacardi Razz by herself (that's the Rum, not Bacardi Silver Raz, the malt beverage.) Klink was sober enough to drive, so we went to the Rodeo around 10, when we knew it would be about over. After the rodeo was a barn dance - the real reason we came. The band was a very good Country cover band whose name I don't remember hearing. I stayed relatively sober and just enjoyed myself by dancing. JeraLee might be a good dance partner, but she kept knocking her partners over due to lack of equilibrium, so it's hard to say. We attempted to Country Swing and Pretzel, although none of us really knew how. Some 15-year-old boys taught the girls to Pretzel, but Benson was the only guy who partook in dancing with underage girls *ahem*. It was great to be able to hang out with (almost) everyone. We even got to do a few line dances. We might not get that many more opportunities to all hang out together on the road, as there are so many weekends we're double booked. Everyone was too "tired" to hang out when we got back, except Ben, who found some more young women to spend his time with.... We all had a blast and I would definitely go back to the rodeo dance if the opportunity arose in future years.

Friday night we pretty much just hung around the hotel and drank and played games. I've never played a lot of drinking games, so I don't remember exactly what games we played, but I know we played something called tippy-cup, which involved tipping a cup. We also played some card game where you draw a card from a go-fish-esque pile and do whatever the little sheet of paper tells you to do upon retrieval of said card. It was a fun game. Jamie, a friend of Benson's, hung out with us that night. She wasn't exactly nice to me, but I didn't care that much, so I still had a lot of fun. She kept calling me Herbie because I was wearing a red shirt...I guess now that I think about Herbie's body-building physique, I'm not so insulted. Later that night, the motocross guys from the rodeo were on the second floor balcony, so I gave them some bourbon and hung out with them for awhile. They were pretty cool guys, of course, I think that about almost all riders. I gave them some of my Jim Beam before I went to bed. I guess I was just feeling generous...and I didn't know how I was going to get it home without breaking the rules.

Saturday night there were not after work activities, since we had a blowout in the BG. We didn't end up getting back to Lincoln until well after midnight, and we were all very tired. We did end up eating at the Pizza Hut in Gothenburg, where Mike generously covered dinner. We each had a beer, except JeraLee, who "forgot her ID" again. It was great to have Rachel waiting for me when I finally got back to town. I'd had a stressful day involving an eye infection, a blowout, and...well, just general stress.

On the way back out to North Platte for our second round of retailer visits, we picked up the green van. Neither Gina nor Amanda wanted to drive it, and reasonably so. Gina lost the van lottery and had to drive anyway. I rode with her just in case. We arrived in NP without incident, and everything was fine.

The Holiday Inn Express - Mike's hotel - has a manager's reception involving free beer and snacks every weekday from 4 to 7. Amanda, Gina, and I met Mike at the reception and partook in said free beer and snacks. This is where we met Brittany (hope that's the correct spelling,) the girl who'd been serving Mike free beer for the last week. She was a cute little red-head who seemed to have crush on Mike (probably originating in a ploy for a better tip.) After the free beer, we went to a nice-looking Mexican place nearby. The hostess told us the Margaritas were to die for, and we believed her. The waiter not only had never tried the Margarita, but he didn't even know what a Tequila Sunrise was...a bad omen from the get-go. The food took forever and wasn't very good, the service was mediocre at best, and the Margarita was among the blandest I've ever had...I could've made a better one with Lemonade and Montezuma - the wrong citrus and the cheapest Tequila on Earth, for those of you who may not know. I'm sure Angie would've left a mere 20% tip for this experience, but we left maybe 12 or 15 percent...I would say that's pretty generous for such a trainwreck. After dinner we all sort of just went back to our rooms and went to bed. I went to the hot tub at the Ramada - our hotel for week two - and drank a beer before going to bed.

Friday night we ended up "running into" Brittany at one of our event locations. We told her to meet us in Mike's hotel room later that night. I bought some Rum and some Caramel Apple Schnapps at City Discount Liquor - our retailer - and Mike got some Boulevard Wheat. When it came time to walk over the Mike's hotel, the girls opted out of our shindig, so I walked over on my own. I got to Mike's at the same time as Brittany, and I would say the first hour or so was a little awkward, which is to be expected when hanging out with your 27-year-old boss and the 20-year-old girl who has a crush on him. After awhile we loosened up and ended up having a good time. We watched TV, drank a little bit, and talked. I ended up discovering that Brittany and I have some mutual acquaintances, which was fun and interesting. At the end of the night, Mike avoided having to explain that he's engaged, and I had Brittany give me a ride back to the Ramada since I didn't want to walk through the rain in my mildly inebreated state. Brittany was a very nice girl and I think we'll probably see her again when we do other events in the Western half of Nebraska.

Saturday's drive home went off without a hitch, and we even got to stop in G.I. to get some free pizza pizza and see Amanda's boyfriend Chris at the local Little Ceasers. What excellent pizza...food is always better when cooked over someone else's fire.

I'm sure I've missed something or left something out, but that's alright. North Platte was fun, even though there were a few unfortunate happenings.